So...I guess I'll be using this journal from now on. It's a gift from Euri and I haven't been using my other one at all lately. Looking at it makes me...sad. I know I should because it was a present from Na Mako but I want...to keep it safe. It's got an important promise inside of it and I want to make sure nothing happens to it.
That way no matter what I won't forget someone I care about.
I feel so bad for Axel sometimes...I wonder if I'm really different from how he knows me? I can remember tiny bits and pieces but none of them make any sense. And I made him worry this last month too. I didn't talk to him for weeks. Guess I haven't really changed that much from when I first got here huh? But I want to--I want to change. And the only one who can change me is me so...I've got a lot of work to do.
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Journal Entry #1 | January 3rd 2013
NaMako but I want...to keep it safe. It's got an important promise inside of it and I want to make sure nothing happens to it.That way no matter what I won't forget someone I care about.
I feel so bad for Axel sometimes...I wonder if I'm really different from how he knows me? I can remember tiny bits and pieces but none of them make any sense. And I made him worry this last month too. I didn't talk to him for weeks. Guess I haven't really changed that much from when I first got here huh? But I want to--I want to change. And the only one who can change me is me so...I've got a lot of work to do.